| hello my name is distance and I really dont care if i never wake up again |
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| when she knocked me over i looked inside the hearse... |
[22 Mar 2005|01:52pm] |
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alexisonfire - get fighted |
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alcohol is very very bad, it makes me fall down. hello people, taking some time out from my busy schedule of job hunting, ultra-violence and listening to mainly fear before the march of flames. rented 'leon' for like the millionth time last night, its so fucking good, i want to be a hitman. how do you advertise your services if you're a killer? anyone need anyone murdered? prices start at £1000, or based on your circumstances. oh, i do talk shite.
die young and save yourselves
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| we all sing songs of separation |
[17 Mar 2005|04:06am] |
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underoath - angel below |
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party last sat was actually quite good, pulled some bird, got her number but was very drunk and i dont think i put it in my phone right, its cool though i'll see her soon, cause she's another friend of my best mates bird. it might've just been a drunk thing though, but we'll see. actually in a good mood today, even lostprophets coming on launchcast has failed to make me upset. anyone (ali, sarah?) wanna go see alexisonfire, in glasgow, i think next month. beloved(us) split up, boo. i heard fear before the march of flames may be playing the uk soon, even if they only play england i will see that band. dont know if i'll make blood brothers, due to a severe lack of funding
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[11 Mar 2005|08:00pm] |
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fngf - i am the explosion |
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quite bored, went to my drug dealer/mates house, we finished his speed. boo, i wanted some for tomorrow and some shit house party i'm going to. quite bored, anyone wanna do something? give me a bell if you do. feel like getting wasted. oh, and one of the cute homebase girls is doing my monday shift with me again, just a pity most of them are ugly (there are 2 pretty ones). have an application for jenners menswear dept. where all my fashion-core dreams can come true!! i don't even know if i'm being sarcastic or not
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| taint me sweet with this kiss |
[08 Mar 2005|11:37am] |
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nora - warthog |
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so fucking tired, need more sleep. weekend was alright, didnt get too drunk for a change. walked halfway home, was fucking freezing, but alldays in stocky is awesome, the damn subway isnt open late though. i could do with a meatball sub. i'm really addicted to champ manager, its taking over my life, i actually believe i am a football manager and every game i watch is like a scouting mission. i just bought christian vieri for £5m for my unstoppable roma. oh, and the fngf demo is awesome, i am the explosion is one of the best songs i've heard in ages.
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| drain out my lungs, before the fluid brings a choke |
[01 Mar 2005|02:24pm] |
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18 visions - champagne and sleeping pills |
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been a not bad week, havn't kissed any stupid girls and i only got drunk once (although i did leave my poison the well hoodie in citrus on wednesday). gig on friday was awesome, missed the first band but the punchline is murder and fngf (the botch cover was much appreciated) where awesome, broken oath where good but not my thing (although i could see why other people would like them) and blackened heart syndrome where a wee bit boring but alright. god forbid kick arse, and i've been listening to a lot of 18 visions older stuff and it destroys. laura i will definitely go to studios this week, i wasnt feeling well after work on saturday. roma got beaten again, so it looks like no champions league next season, unless we win all the games we have left, very unlikely.
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[22 Feb 2005|02:16pm] |
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is it ok to get the memphis belle logo as a tattoo. i've thought abought a couple of other things as well, but i really want to get that, a thing by derek hess and a heart done.
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| you where a song i couldnt sing |
[22 Feb 2005|01:04pm] |
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mewithoutyou - nice and blue |
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been a very weird month. i'm fucking 21 now, i am an old bastard. i'm goin to stop getting so drunk, cause i make an arse of myself, kiss people i dont really want to, and shout at my mates for no real reason, just drunkeness. i'm goin to calm down with the girls, kissing loads of them doesnt mean i'll eventually find the right one, it just means i'm a man-whore. i know i've said all this stuff before but i mean it now.
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| we look so good, we look so good |
[27 Jan 2005|05:24pm] |
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underoath - i got 12 friends and a crowbar ... |
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just on my way to meet ali, then gonna see underoath, fucking yes. so many gigs coming up though, bright eyes, converge, biffy clyro, mars volta (which is on the same night as bright eyes) aaargh, to many, not enough pennies. goin out after and i guarantee that girl i like will be mine by 5am tomorrow. or maybe one of her friends, or someone i dont know... basically i will pull tonight!
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| lovesick and trembling i asked her to dance |
[25 Jan 2005|12:18pm] |
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circle takes the square - non objective portrait of karma |
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so i told that girl (you know, my mates girlfriends flatmate) that i liked her, on thursday night, we had a wee chat and she said she felt the same way, but she was confused cause she had told her ex they'd give it another go, so she's thinking about things. i feel pretty shit, just with the fact that i don't know whats happening. the way i see it though, is that she obviously wasnt having the best of times in that relationship, hence why they split up, therefore it'll only be a matter of time before she realises she could have so much more fun with bradley, and she already knows i'm better looking. so i could let things run there course, then leave it about 3 or 4 weeks after they split (you dont want to go straight into a relationship when you've just came out one) to make my move. and in the meantime brad can be single for a little while longer. i love it when a plan comes together. anyway, my mates 21st is on thursday, so i'm meeting up with my boys after the underoath gig, gonna be wrecked
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[20 Jan 2005|10:56am] |
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afi - paper airplanes (makeshift wings) |
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oh by the way got my hair cut, short and spiky, and dont have me lip ring in anymore, i had to take it out for work and it healed in like 2 hours
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| open the door and open your grave, now your doing the waltz with your murderer |
[20 Jan 2005|10:51am] |
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deftones - the chaffeur |
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since when was alcohol a good idea? lost £60 (and drunk £60) last nite. left my keys in my mates, so i slept on my landing against my front door, cause i didnt want to wake my mum. anyway, had quite a good nite, met a lady in city, i only spoke to her cause she had an emo lip ring and the same look of disdain for everyone in that place as i did. good wee banter, not an emo girl though ( wis a bit gutted) but she likes capdown and funeral for a friend. she may be coming to the mission with me one nite, but i still have my heart set on the other girl
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| close our eyes pretend to fly |
[18 Jan 2005|11:27am] |
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hanson - penny and me |
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as if you havn't guessed, i kinda can't be arsed doing this all the time anymore, but i will continue sporadically. anyway, i kinda sorta fell in love, whether this is requited remains to be seen but i shall persue none the less. i usually get what i want anyway, but we'll see. she's my bestmates girlfriends flatmate, and i met her last thursday on a night out at liquid rooms (very very dark in there). my mate and i went back to her flat, and me and her ended up having a food fight. i woke up with bits of lamb in my hair, and a nice taste of tequila. on saturday we met up with them at a party, and she was telling me stuff about her kinda boyfriend, but it was stuff she wasn't even telling her friends, so i don't know if that means she wants to be friends or whatever. anyway we sang "i love you baby" to the drunken folk walking home from town (we where on a balcony) and the police came and told us off. anyway, i really like her, and havn't felt like this for a long time. brad, brad, brad, you're losing you're touch
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[11 Jan 2005|02:59pm] |
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sparta- mye |
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alright folk, i'm back, happy new year, apparently.
have broken all my resolutions already (less alcohol, more exercise, less kissing).
got so many cd's at chrimbo i havnt even listened to them all yet, but the beloved(us) and between the buried and me albums are pretty awesome. i need to buy sing the sorrow by afi again, cause mine is scratched to buggery. still havnt fixed my lip ring, will need to go get it done tomorrow, if anyone wants to come along give me a shout.
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[14 Dec 2004|03:05pm] |
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head automatica - beating heart baby |
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hmmm, stayed up all night revising for a test only to be sick half an hour before the test started. bollocks. need to get a sicknote fi the doctor. oh, apparently glassjaw split up, i cried.
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| the ideal girl |
[13 Dec 2004|05:09pm] |
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the lyndsay diaries - emergency |
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i have some very strange and random things that i'm looking for in my ideal lady, here are some of them-
she'd be about 5"6ish, brunette or dirty blonde hair, she'd listen to emo (not the screamo variety, i'm talking more death cab for cutie, the lyndsay diaries, poppy sort of stuff), and she'd be pretty but more in a way you'd say was cute or sweet, rather than sexy or slutty. here's the weird stuff, she'd be the type of girl that when she was waiting for the bus, by herself, and she had headphones on she'd sing along, but very quietly. she doesnt drink or smoke or do drugs. and she'll probably have a stupid name like Verity, Alexis or Eve or something stupid like that. if you know anyone who fits the description let me know (but i doubt it)
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| late night, snowfall, get us to the hospital |
[13 Dec 2004|04:40pm] |
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the movielife - jamestown |
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ok people?
mediocre gig on saturday, mainly due to the "seen to be scene kids" in glasgow, first band emanuel were pretty good, i got drunk during the second band moneen, cos they were rubbish, senses fail were alrite and from autumn to ashes were amazing, but to many songs from the inferior second album. i also broke my promise, not to kiss loads of ladies, at the gig and then afterwards at the mission as well. i need to stop drinking. at the time it seems like a good idea to kiss these girls, but afterwards i just feel quite shitty, i guess i dont actually know what i'm looking for
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[06 Dec 2004|04:46pm] |
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whos going to from autumn to ashes
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| now for a tattoo |
[06 Dec 2004|04:11pm] |
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nodes of ranvier- faith in the faux |
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ooh ooh ooh, by the way, for anyone who hasnt seen me since thursday, (hmm, i think thats no-one, but anyway) i got me lip pierced, and i fucking like it. it didnt even hurt, it just felt a bit weird, still is a bit weird when i eat and after all the kissing on saturday my lip had swollen a wee bit, but i shoved some ice on it and it was brand new again
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